Today the
clergy of our diocese met for the traditional service of the Blessing of the Oils used in the liturgies of the church.
It is a small service that I have experienced in various dioceses. It is usually held during Holy Week and it
often seems like a pain when one is faced with the multiple services of the busiest
week of the Christian calendar. But it
is generally the only time when the diocesan clergy can worship together during the Easter season.
Today’s
service, as is often the case, was an occasion of repeating our ordination
vows. I love it when we can gather
together as the college of clergy to do that.
Each order repeated their commitment, deacons, priests and even the
bishop.
We are a
small body of clergy here in Fort Worth.
Today we are almost half women.
All of our deacons at the moment are women, but that will change
relatively soon as we have men in formation for the permanent deaconate.
Following
the repetition of our vows the bishop called us each before him and anointed our
hands. Now, I know that is the custom of
many of the higher or Anglo-Catholic dioceses, but I had never had that done
either at my ordination or subsequently.
It was a singularly moving event.
As the bishop anointed my hands he pressed them together like a child
going to first communion. I didn’t want
to open them as a returned to my pew but I knew I had to in order to be the
priest that Christ had called me to be.
Afterwards
at lunch I asked +Wallis how he had come to include that portion in the
service. He said he had inherited it as
a practice from his predecessor when he was consecrated for Northwest
Texas. + Sam Hulsey now lives in our
diocese and I am thankful for his ministry too.
Such simple
things such as water, oil, bread and wine mark the most sacred of actions. They often touch our souls so deeply to
remind us of the simplicity of God’s love for us. And we humans so often screw those humble
actions up so badly by denying them when they should mark the simplicity of our
love.
Today I am
thankful for the unvarnished, simple episcopal touch of oil to remind me of the
love the Holy One has for me. I am
amazed at the simple gift, the awe of the first dandelion, the first flake of
snow of the winter, the first blessing of a priest, the awe of a new mother or
father holding their child. It requires no theological rhetoric. Words fail. Only the abiding presence of the Holy can mark this touch, this relationship, this call, this wonder.
This week
will be far more complex. God’s love
will be complicated with Cross and salvation, the mysteries of death and
resurrection, surrender and redemption.
Today Divine Love was merely in the holding of hands and the willingness
once again to step into the yoke of Christ’s ministry. After all these years it does not become
common, never tired, and never rote. It
is always the reminder that God isn’t finished with me yet and there is more to
life than what I have live so far. Gratia Deo.
3 comments:
My hands were anointed at my ordination-- after the laying on of hands and just before a bible was placed into them. A small thing, done in silence, and yet... I still feel the warmth of that moment, when I lay hands on another.
As a massage therapist who was retiring from that miniatry at my ordination, I asked the Bishop to anoint my hands at my priestly ordination. None have done it since...it is profound, as you describe.
Went to our Chrism Mass, my first in this diocese. Nice to be with the clergy!
Good words about this day. I especially like you writing "It is always the reminder that God isn't finished with me yet and there is more to life than what I have lived so far." Amen.
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