Today we begin Lent,
that season in which we as Church recognize how we have fallen short of what we
are called to be by God and our Baptismal vows.
These 40 days that we observe are mindful of the 40 days that Jesus
spent in the wilderness before he began his ministry. It is also mindful of the 40 years that
Israel spent in the wilderness before coming into the Promised Land.
Forty is a magical number
in the Bible. It really means many, but when applied to days or years,
it often has to do with a test. Noah,
Moses, Elijah, all went through 40 days of testing in order to be confident in
the faith that resided in them.
The custom of fasting
and doing penitence is quite old. It was part of Middle Eastern culture by at least
1500 years before Christ. It is already
a fixed part of the life of the Church by about 150 AD. The Eastern churches celebrate a longer Lent
than we in the West. The fasting was
either an abstinence of certain foods, or a day-long fast like Ramadan
depending upon which group of Christianity one belonged. And it was also the period that those wishing
to be baptized prepared for that event at the Vigil of Easter. During the
Middle Ages, this practice fell into disuse, but with the changes in the Roman
Catholic Church in the 1960’s, this period of preparation for Baptism was re-established. And many churches today take this period to
instruct adult converts to the Faith.
Our readings point us
not to fasting, however, but to the test that both Adam and Eve and Jesus must
face. The primal couple is placed in the
garden of
God with all things provided for them save one: They were not to eat of the tree of good and
evil—or the tree of knowledge. All too
often we hear stories about the Fall of humanity due to Eve’s actions. It is interesting that the concept of
‘forever fallen’ does not exist in Judaism.
In Genesis, God has created humanity in God’s likeness—holy and good. Many Christian traditions claim that Eve’s
disobedience brought damnation for humanity for all time, but that is a belief
system that develops much later in Christianity.
I prefer to understand
the story of Adam and Eve (and remember, you guys, that Adam was there all along)
is a matter of trying to usurp the power of God. Satan entices them
not merely to eat fruit. But to aspire
to divine knowledge, to depend upon themselves rather than the Creator that had
molded them from the dust. What Adam and
Eve succumb to goes beyond their humanity.
They aspire to equality with God.
And when we think about it, most of our own sinfulness is rooted in the
desire to go it alone, or to ignore the Holy in our lives.
Paralleled with the
story is the temptation of Jesus. This story
is different from the beginning:
Following Jesus’ baptism in the Gospel of Matthew, the Spirit
leads him
into the wilderness. And after fasting,
Jesus is confronted by an Accuser or a Tester. That is how the word Satan
translates in Hebrew. Like any good rabbi, he had to undergo his ordination
exams. The tests are on very basic human
desires: Food, Safety and Power. Satan
quotes the prophets and the psalms. But
Jesus responds to each of the tests with a quote from Torah—the Law. And they are all from the part of Deuteronomy
that reminds the people of Israel how they are to live after their 40 years in
the desert and while entering the Promised Land.
Jesus does not respond
to the devil with his divine power. He
manifests his faith in God from his own humanity. He speaks from the knowledge that any good
Jew would know—what it means to be a good man, a good person. Jesus models, not a superhuman faith; he shows each of us that when we know Who
runs the universe, we don’t have to resort to God-like knowledge or even
God-like power. He signs for us that we
can depend upon a holy faith because it is given by God.
Temptation is not a sign
of weakness. It is part of life. What we do with it, is
our
responsibility. We all hunger after
food, safety and power. But if we have
walked with God, if we have come into the presence of the Holy One in our
lives, we know Truth when we hear it. We
know of goodness when we see it. We know
how to depend upon God in the face of temptation. That is what Jesus models for us in this
passage.
But though we KNOW the
difference between good and evil, we don’t always rely on God’s power to avoid
the evil. We participate in it. And sometimes we participate in it without
doing anything at all. Adam and Eve
strove to become God. Jesus, who was
God, strove to be human. At the
beginning of Jesus’ ministry, Jesus understood his place in the Universe; his work was to show us God.
Lent is the time when we
can touch our own divinity and our own humanity in the wildernesses of our
lives. We have survived the winter. The hope of a new season is upon us. But there is a greater hope for all of
us: It is the hope that we can change. No matter how young or how old, we are called
to that transformation to live truly into the life of Christ.
Lent is the time when we
can practice, with the help of others, to be just a bit more than we were. As a community of faith we all know our
sinfulness. In
Lent we don’t have to
pretend that we are sinless. We come
together as Church, as community, as family—all looking for the holiness to
which we have been called. We walk this
journey with Christ together, all knowing that our issues are different, but
our efforts are much the same. It is a
time to reconcile, to remember, to offer, to embrace in the name of Jesus. Not for ourselves—not that we individually
might become holier, But that we might create a better world.
All too often
Christianity becomes a personal religion.
It becomes a Jesus-and-me type of thing.
For me, that isn’t faith; that is just self-improvement. Jesus invites
people to live together in harmony, in Shalom.
His message was to bring God into that incredibly complex thing called
community. And while we can only change
ourselves, the change in each and every one of us changes the whole. That is why Lent is important. We are about changing the world during
Lent. We are about our own
transformation, but that transformation changes us all. Lent is the time when we are conscious that
those changes are about loving one another.
So I invite you to these
weeks of transformation as a way to change yourself, to change your family, the
parish, the Church, as a way to change the world in the name of the God who
loves us more than life. AMEN
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